I’m stuck I’m hurt
I’m struggling it’s curt
I feel it bubble
I feel it swell
There is no release it’s just there
I wanna cry I must
I want to feel the emotional vomit
Like nausea but different
But the same it feels
I’m not well even if I say
I’m struggling you see
Why can’t I feel this
Why can’t I just
Cry and cry
I want to oh please
Why is this so hard
Why am I feeling like this